I woke up this morning once again reflecting on all the changes of this past year. There are so many it's hard to keep track of them yet it is exactly what I had seen for myself. That one day I would wake up and it would feel like it has always been..
That the changes would come like a thief in the night and in what seems like a blink of a eye, I bought a house, moved to the woods on a acre and half piece of woodlands and fell in love..
Not only did I fall in love with myself, I am practicing new ways of being in relationship with others.
What a gift both have been.
Learning a True Lesson in Love.
I have learned that I need to stay true to my roots. not just my spiritaul ones but my physical ones too.
That I can not change who I am. I am clearly differnt in many ways but yet I have found others as myself who due to our ancestral ties share my unshakable traits.
To some I might be called a Moon child but really I am of the Stars and of the Earth. My blood has graced the thrones of the Red haired Kings and fought in some of the bloodest battles yet also has brought peace to nations and was but humble servants onto man. Today I am just looked upon as an American, a political party, a gender, a stero type of many things to many people but inside I still carry the essence of my people and I can not deny that any longer.
What has changed the most is a acceptance of who I am and why I do the things I do.
Let's just say I have learned to listen to my soul without fear of retribution.
I can walk tall knowing that I am lead by the moon and tide but I was schooled by life in human behavior and the limitless possibilities once I understood quantum physics. I walk in love and sensuality not because society says I must to be acceptance but because I enjoy being me. All aspects of myself and have falling in love with the whole story of my life not just the parts that were feed or distored to me.
This freedom does still have it's challenges but everyday I get to practice what I am learning.
Life is a journey, one with many roads and as long as I stay true to myself when I stray I will always be able to find my way back home..
