Swimming In A Sea Of Happiness.....

 This morning I am swimming in a sea of happiness. Last night I was gifted a new computer and I am still in awe of the kindness and love that went into it. What a blessing to know that I can go back to what I am passionate about, sharing my thoughts and my life through writing. It is who I am, I have countless journals to prove it. 
 As I opened up Love Poems From God I was taken back by how my life seems to be just that. A poem from God. Just like the book all I have to do is open it and the words seem to speak to me in the way my heart needed to hear in that moment. My life has been that the few past weeks as I decided to put the turmoil aside and listen to my soul and allow it to guide my actions and reaction. What a beautiful awaking that has been happening.
 Things that once bothered me like a disease I didn't want to catch like others negativity and chaos have been more like watching a river flow then getting caught up in the current. I am not sure what I can say changed it. My new devotion to yoga, the 17 years I have been working on my mind or that my spirit has finally stopped looking for God and just accepted that all I had to do was surrender and go within for my answers. Why question or even search that has been what the last 17 years has been a journey of the mind to only realize that all I ever needed to do was stop seeking and start living. Not living from the mind, Not obsessing on my body or even searching for my humanity through my spirit. Just remembering if I want to honor God and be the living poem of his creation all that is needed is to start honoring myself and everything else will fall into place effortlessly. Some might say this insight comes with age but I know plenty of people my senior that are still struggling to find themselves or even find happiness from within. It comes from living and letting life be your teacher and your soul be your guide. 
This morning once again this book spoke to me, not in the words I read but in the meaning of the spirit in which it was wrote, to see God in everything and let everything be a poem to honor the creator and the creation....