This morning as I sat up in bed I realized that once again day has broken and I made it through another day without going to the hospital. To most this would be a strange thing to think as you open your eyes but to me this is my life....
As I start to eluate my body by taking a minute to notice how I feel, I wait. Each second is like a rocket checking its engines before lift off. How does my head feel,is my lymphoid's swollen, is that nausea I feel, what is my blood pressure, ect. It seems like the daily mental check list has become part of who I am and also a reminder of what I'm living with. Today weather I can or if I wanted to get out of bed I must, I have my son to get off to school and another doctors appointment to keep. Speaking of appointments I bet get ready. Today its the nose and throat surgeon. He will just repeat what Dr. P. said and I will get the confirmed news its worse than what we had hoped.
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