Reflection on the events of the last week....

I know it was been a bit since I have been able to sit down and gather my thoughts on everything that it happening.. It is amazing how it seems that when ever life hands me a golden apple there is always someone trying to poison it...
Lets see.. where do I start; The publisher loved the book!!!!! I am so excited. I am hoping to hear from her this week and see what the next step is.. While on one hand I am celebrating on the other I am now facing the toughest challenge so far. Austin's father is taking me to court over custody issues and claiming I am emotionally and physically unstable. Funny how the mirror works both way on this issue. While these two things are happening I am living my 21 day challenge and working on another book project as well. The tests never seem to amaze me...
I can see the road ahead and to me it is another of life's questions. Will you stand up for who you are and what you believe in? Have you learned. The answer to both this time is yes!!!
I can see that somehow the universe in all it glory is opening a door to freedom not trying to imprison me with fear and doubt. This past summer Austin saw his Father for who he is and I saw my illness for what it was not and now it is all coming together like a beautiful sunset of colors.
It is a beautiful journey that has lead me to this week, where on the 13th I will be One year in remission! What a blessing...
I could not imagine If I would of been facing a challenge like this sick..  I would of never made it through. So I know there is some divine timing in everything and how it is unfolding. I also think it is wonderful synchronicity that today I was sent the little princess in honor of Shirley Temples passing. That movie taught me so much and I can see today that belief and courage coming through in everything I do.
As much at times I want to cry and in the next moment jump for joy I am learning to just be grateful for every moment because each one is a reminder of just how far I have come and how much more I have to go... life is not a destination it is an experience and I can never say I haven't lived each experience to it fullest and for that I am truly blessed.