Wanna Take a Journey with me?

        Today is the doorway to the unknown for me I have been at this door before, I have even stepped through but my life never depended on it more. Yes like everyone I have faced life's challenges and suffered the pain of my emotional body. I have also have been living with the silent pain of my physical body. The time has come for me to braid myself into the conscious  human being I wish to be.
    
  I am more and more finding myself coming from a place of Jung then of the starry eyed girl I once was. It is like Alice in Wonderland. Some how you come to the hole a curious girl but find yourself becoming a women, no less  with all aspect of what that holds. 
   
  I bravely know that without change I will surly die. the thought of this at times scares me. Not the thought of physical death as much as emotional and spiritual. You see I have found there are many forms of dying, Emotional, Spiritual  and Physical. The good news is that each one holds its own opportunity for rebirth as well ...  Dying a quick spiritual or emotional death seems quite rare and the pain of suffering year after year, life after life does not hold its appeal it once did. The comfort of pain.. the comfort of standing still. 


      I would say now that physical death is now knocking it is time to rise above and meet this Challenge with the knowing that without change there is no growth, without growth there is no expansion,  and expansion is life..  We can not even breathe without it..  expansion is why we are here.  I have been studying  a lot around the wounded healer and seeing that maybe my purpose and  journey is to heal from within so that all around me to shall be healed.  Either way I finally become the essence of true transformation. Resurrection of the mind, body and spirit.  To become the essence of what can be not of what has been.    There has come a point now in my life where as they say the pavement meets the rode, I am surly there.  So I take a deep breath and step through, want to come with me?.. I can not promise you it will be easy or that I even pretend to know the ending but I do know one thing! It will be life transforming either way.