So Today is the day I go see Dr. V . I am always excited to see him and check in with what is happening
with me,I am also a bit nervous. I always am when I am going to get
blood work done. Strange how waiting on a blood test some times can
be torture. I remember my first AIDS test back in the late 80 early
90 and those 3 days were like waiting on a death sentence from not
only your life but from your social and family circles. Glad those
test are faster now, not mine it takes 5 or more days since it is a
special test and only a few labs in the country do it.
So I must
wait...
Mixed emotional always run through
me on these days and as much as I always want to put that smile on
and walk in without a care in the world I know that is not possible.
With the last visit to the ER just a few weeks ago I am sure I will
get a bit of a “Father knows best talk” .. but he will smile
and say “My Angel” you should be dead so remember anything you do
is a miracle.”
He has been more then a Doctor he
has been my friend and I know how lucky I have been that I landed on
his table. You see what we don’t talk about but we both know he got
me because NO ONE else knew what to do with me and I got his
curiosity going.. I was a challenge to everything he had been taught
and experienced. The doctor that passed me to him was the one that
said someday I would be in a medical journal, you know the story
where I am dead to get in it. So needless to say I would be dead if
he hadn't been so curious, so open minded because Lord knows on the path I was taking
I would of died and no one would of known or cared why and it seem
Autoimmune disease are on the rise but little to no research is being
done. So patients like me are Guinea pigs until more deaths occur or
more people are infected. That is another reason why I have been
sharing my story and my journey. I know I am not the only one facing
these health issues and with the state of health care and obama care
people like me are going to need alternatives. Who better to try out things but me..
I love to research and experiment so why not on
myself, you know I am the best test subject.
This is the part where
my heart aches..
these are old teaching nothing new expect they are
not the norm and so they are shadowed by fear and misunderstand. I am
here to say if it wasn't for alternatives these words would not be
on this screen. At one time I was taking 34 PILLS A DAY with 8
different medications just to keep me alive everyday and now I take
one when needed and I use tinctures, Chaga mushrooms, tea and food as my
medication. So I must say Dr. V is right I am a miracle in my own
right and it is time I started living like it. Well off to juice and
get this day started. Wish me luck and know that everyday you too are
a miracle in your own way to me and the people in your life now GO
LIVE LIKE IT!!!!
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